If you could read my mind right now
You would be sobbing in tears
Wondering why you did it and how
The moment hit me so hard today
Remembering how badly it hurt me
When I knew you had gone away
I had been hurt so many times before
This hurt too much when it hit me
Nothing else had ever hurt me more
Having been beaten almost unto death
Because of your actions and also mine
Those loving words underneath your breath
I have been:
Beaten
Cheated on
Raped
Lied to
Financially devastated
Depressed
Suicidal
Self loathed
Slandered
Robbed
Discriminated against
None of these hurt as much as your emotional punch to my gut
Nor has anything hurt quite as much as when I lost you then
Never will it ever happen to me again because ya know what?
I am:
Stronger
Happier
Healthier
More financially secure
More successful
More careful
Less trusting
Less kind
Less forgiving
Being careful with my heart as I should have been
Is a part of the new me who has changed for the better
Since you there's no one, though I will always love men
Thank you my love for such important life lessons
You are far away from me in so many ways now
I only wish you love and joy and all good blessings
Finally, I developed the strength to release you
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