Sunday, December 25, 2022

It Was Always There






The love I had in my heart felt like something was missing
 More about who I was less about who I was kissing
So many people search for "the one" for most their life
Only finding the pain of abuse laced with strife
Still others will find their soul mate with all happiness
Losing them sooner than planned back to loneliness
Often the pain drives them to drugs or to alcohol
The higher love you feel the deeper you can fall
I lost myself to become someone I didn't recognize
Becoming what he wanted though imperfect in his eyes
Ending a long marriage is painful even when it's for the best
Turning back into who I really was put my wits to the test
Being about revenge dress or revenge body wasn't my way
More about mending my soul for myself day by pained day
Deciding to fly solo like an eagle or a strong lady hawk
Changing everything to match my inner private self-talk
Happiness paired with meaning is the key to staying strong
Having myself as my own best friend for a blessed lifelong
That which had been forgotten I restored in my very own soul
Better than any man could do in making me again feel whole









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